God it’s me…can I ask you something?
You have to go to God first. Google can’t answer matters of the heart and spirit, friends can only give their opinion, inspirational quotes can only motivate but God holds the answers for you, for everything, forever. You will never have to switch to another service provider or call up reporting bad service. God is all we need and he is waiting for you to start talking.
He will answer in many different ways and the more regularly you speak with him the easier it becomes to identify his response. Follow your spirit…(not feelings) it’s God speaking.